I just finished SPECITs, and completed my research project last night. Despite getting those out of the way, I still have much more homework and other things to complete before the end of the night. Last night, I basically said "Fuck it, I'm tired of fighting, you do what you feel is right," to the friend I had that problem with friday night. I don't at all feel good with my decision, but what else could I do? This whole incident was deja vu of another close friend from NYC doing drugs (because all her friends were doing it) a few months ago, and me having to deal with that. I'm done caring, I still want to be friends with her even though her curiosity has outweighed the fears of her friends, and I'll just hope my decision was the right one. This weekend has sucked pretty badly, and friday was the first time in a long while that I was truly mad.
This weekend isn't really the best start to a blog. I'm not normally this brooding, it's just been a bad week. Honest to blog. Back to work...
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